A Self-Inflicting Dispute of Why

Wishing for the best way towards the best life for myself in a better world than the one I exist in today. Current mood is sad. I feel closed off and removed from anything that has ever had value to me. But the solution to that would be to connect with what I have. Well this is for that. As I write this I cant ask who read it so I may never know the result. The final tally is another way of saying it. The negative exclusivity of being lost and essentially neutralized in your own creation is perplexing. This seems to be my career after getting a Graduate degree is a field where I have do not have a…